Wonders where our life will lead us

Things are so up in the air and that never does well with me. I hate that we are pending assignment but that depends on EFMP. And if it takes too long for EFMP then we are stuck here anyway unless Chris gets promoted finally. And I also am getting depressed, which is another thing that isn't good. But the only thing that helps is exercise, which I can't do for 3 more weeks. Well 3 1/2 really. I hate sitting around doing nothing. I feel like I'm just getting fatter and not losing anything. And sitting around and being depressed makes me want to eat so that is never a good combination. I think I want to go buy a bike. And then I need to get a seat for Lizzie for the back of it. Then I can take her out for rides when the girls are at school and Chris is at work. I think it would be nice to ride with her. She may really like it and I think it would be good exercise when I can exercise again. Also the pool will open up here in a month or so and then we can go there. I really need to get a new swimsuit. I do have one that I need to try on again to see if it works still. I just want to get outside and exercise. I'm sick of being stuck in the house.

Our house is in negotiation and that is a good sign I guess. We are hoping something happens and it sells soon because we really need that one thing off our backs. Then we can concentrate on other things. I am grateful that next tax year we will most likely be able to pay off the car and have one less car payment. If we can get rid of our car payments by the time Chris is supposed to get out of the army in 2 years then the transition to civilian life will be much easier for us. And we can always stay with my dad until we are on our feet and we are doing okay. And I know that we will survive. Now that we have this 2 years, I just have a feeling we will survive just fine. And then we can work on getting our credit back to where it needs to be.

I am really missing so much right now. This weekend we go to Spartanburg and I really can't wait for that. I need to get out of here for awhile. And I can't wait to see people that I miss. I just wish that other people, who lived farther, would be able to be there. But one weekend wouldn't be enough to catch up with them! If gas prices weren't so high we would go driving cross country this summer but I'm thinking we are going to have to wait on that a bit. Which totally sucks because I really want to go to Wyoming and see Renee, and to Cali to see Carina. I still may be able to fly out to see her but I'm not sure yet. I keep postponing it and I can't keep doing that. I need to get off my butt and do something about it.