Being positive

Some days are harder than others for me to be positive about things. I have noticed that when I get depressed, I get crazy depressed. Yesterday I couldn't barely get out of bed let alone function on a normal level. But today I woke up, tired as helk, but feel like I could take on the world. I seriously think something is wrong with me but it's like I can't seem to find meds that really do the trick. Yet trying to get in with a psych doctor is like pulling teeth. They are always booked out and unless you catch them like the 1st of the month they can't even attempt to get you an appointment for like four months from then. It is really proving to be a very difficult thing for me to handle at this point but I feel like I have no choice. I just hate it for the girls. Hopefully this class for cna that I am planning on taking that starts the end of May will help.

Meadow's IEP meeting May 10th has me a bit worried but I'm fairly certain I already know the outcome. I am pretty sure she will spend another year in preK or at least in the class she is in now. But until the meeting I can't be sure for sure. I will just have to wait and see.

Lizzie is doing so well and she is starting to potty on her own. It makes me so happy. I can't wait until she is completely potty trained and is able to wear regular undies. I can't wait for her! Plus it will surely make my life a lot easier. That is another thing I can't wait for. No more diapers, ever!

Whyt has her last week of soccer this week and she is going to be so bored after that is over. But it's only over for like a month because she has tryouts for next year the end of May and then camps and such if she chooses to go to those. We shall see what happens.....