my back

So I hurt my back again on Sunday. I was all about reorganizing things and just turned and a sharp pain went through my back. I thought it would work itself out but it didn't so I had to leave school and ended up spending five hours at the emergency room yesterday. I went to school today just to be told to go home because the doctor wanted me home today. So I am sitting here not really loving being here but dealing with it. I also wish my back would hurry up and get better. It is driving me nuts sitting here not being able to move around as easily as I am used to. This is just yet another sign that my weight is getting out of control and I need to fix it. Time to start figuring out how to make that happen.

Lately

Life lately has been extremely frustrating for me. My husband has decided he doesn't need to help out with anything and with me working like I do I don't have time to make sure our house is the way I want it to be. It has been really upsetting me and finally last time I called him out on it. This being after he told me he was finishing up a game and he would be upstairs. An hour later and still no Chris. I was so mad. I told him he was digging himself a nice big hole. He got all defensive but then just acted like he was sorry because I was mad at him. I don't think he actually gets it. It's like he only cares because I have to say something. He can't do it on his own and it really makes me mad. I swear, I have four children not 3 and a husband. It drives me insane.

Teaching is going well. This past week was really good overall. Monday was horrible but the rest of the week was so great. I am still anxious until I receive that contract for next school year but I know that I will be okay.

My girls are doing well. Lizzie is definitely becoming Mommy's girl, especially now that I'm not home all the time. Meadow is doing a great job with things and is progressing in her different therapies. Whyt is finally bringing her grades back up, slowly. Hopefully she will bring them back up to a decent level before the end of school.