Lots of changes

Since deciding to stay in our house and not sell it due to multiple reasons, I have been fixated on fixing it the way I want it. I am trying to truly make it home for me and I have no decorating sense whatsoever. So my friend is helping me and we are concentrating on one room at a time. Right now we are doing the master bedroom. I have painted it and have gotten new bedding and stuff. Now crown molding is going up and new baseboards. It should be finished here in a week or so. I can't wait. Then it's the living room and kitchen. Whytney wants to do her room too but we shall see what happens there. I think I'm honestly just trying to keep my mind off of things because I miss Chris so badly. I want things to be pretty when he comes home. I miss him so much and I hate him being gone. There is also a bunch of drama at school and I am trying to keep my mind off of all of that too. None of the drama involves me but it seems like when it involves anyone everyone at school has to suffer for it. But oh well. I will survive this. I am excited that tomorrow I get to move things into my new classroom. I can't believe I am going to be teaching kindergarten! I hope it goes well. Next year is my evaluation year and that will be a very big deal. Once I pass that then I will have my professional certificate. And that will enable me to truly be able to teach. So if Chris stays in the army then I will be able to teach with the DOD. Or, if we stay here, then I can teach here. I will just have more options overall. So we shall see what happens. Right now I just want my husband to come home and wrap his arms around me. I want him to hold me tight and make me feel safe.