keeping faith

After one year away, we have only a few weeks left. While we have a direction that our life is taking, it is hard to keep faith at times. My family is my entire world. It took me a long time to realize that my family means my husband and three girls. Chris's family doesn't understand that our family means more to us than they do. We love them but Chris and I have to do what is best for our little family.

School is going okay. I am not liking this class I am taking but I am going to deal with it for the next couple weeks. Then I will be in another class. I can't wait to be finished with all this excel stuff. I also can't wait to be finished with summer school. I am glad that I am working this summer but it is really putting a damper on a few things. Like my mother-in-law called and said I could use a timeshare at the beach for a week. That is a free place to stay for a week at the beach! So that isn't fun at all. But I am going to try and make it to where I can possibly get down there for at least a couple days. But I shall see.

I need to finish painting my kitchen and my living room. I was going to do the kitchen orange but now I'm not sure. I think I should just paint it the beige color I am doing the rest of the living room. What if I paint it orange and the realtor tells me I have to change it again? I want it to be orange but I just don't know what to do. I am really confused. At least my bedroom, bathroom and the other bathroom are finished. Once I get the living room and kitchen finished then I will just keep the girls' rooms as clean as possible. Poor Whyt's room is jammed full of stuff. Lizzie and Meadow's room isn't quite as bad. I just can't wait for the house to sell so that I am able to have more space. Whether it be a house here in Spartanburg or a house somewhere else. That all depends on our future plans as a family.
I am trying so hard to get my house clean and I need to paint the kitchen and the living room. I think I need to get to work on the kitchen since I can but it's hard with these kids.