My husband is in the field and I'm sitting here anxious for the next month to pass by. I am excited about starting work in July but I am also anxious for the next year to fly by so my husband can go to Iraq and get home as fast as he can. But I know that he will miss so much with the kids and we have been through this once already. When he left the last time Meadow was about four months old. And I sent him pictures all the time. He missed Meadow's first steps and first words and everything. And now this time he will leave and Lizzie will be four months old. And again he will miss it all. It is so sad but I know that he is doing what he has to to help protect our country. I love him so much and I know that he is doing what he can.
I am a little bummed because I found out that I start work when he's home on leave. I will work almost the entire time he's home and that bums me out. But he will get plenty of time with the kids and we are going to Charleston for one of the weekends. And that I am super excited about! We are going to visit his sister and I haven't been to Charleston yet so I am really stoked about the entire thing. There are so many positives and I am sad and will miss him desperately but at least this time I will be teaching and will be able to keep my mind on other things.
The girls are doing good and Whytney is super busy. And come the start of school she will be even busier. Meadow will be okay as long as I tell her that daddy is at work but I think she will begin to notice that he isn't coming on the weekend like usual. But we shall see.
Now I just need to get my little behind back in the gym and get back to working out. I really need to start running again and stuff. That way I can get back in shape a bit and then I will have more energy.
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