Germany squashed

Today I squashed the potential move to Germany. I told Chris that he could reup but it had to be for where he's at now or the base that is closer to here than where he's at now. My youngest daughter's godmother is here and honestly she is one of the greatest people I have ever met. She has been a mother to me when I needed it, a friend always, and a sister as well. And since the events that happened yesterday afternoon and the loss that she has incurred, I know that I can't leave here. We are happy here and we love where we live. We have a great church family and we have finally found a place where all of us know that it is where we belong. Moving would do nothing for us and possibly make us miserable. And maybe Chris staying in isn't the best thing for us. We will figure something out, no matter what it is. We have one year and 11 months until he gets out of the army so I think we can figure it all out before then.