So 2010 is gone and 2011 is here. I am extremely worried about the uncertainties we face going into this new year as there are so many things to be worried about. Currently, the army is trying to kick my husband out. They are gathering the paperwork and all that for it. So we wait, wondering how long it will take and if it will even happen. We are trying to prepare for it to happen, but it is very difficult when we don't know when it may happen, or if it will succeed in happening. If he doesn't get kicked out, we are going to be finished when his time is up. The army, here in Georgia, has proven to be something we don't want any part of longer than we have to be any longer.
My job is not a great one but it is a job. It doesn't pay well but it gives us the extra we need at this time. I am going to try and find a teaching position so that I am able to do what I am educated to do and what I love. Parts of me still regret giving up my contract for this year to move, but as far as my marriage and my familiy is concerned, it has been been the best thing for us. Although, there was a point where my mariage almot didn't survive this. But that is not due to the move, that is due to Chris's actions while deployed. And those actions, which did not hinder his actions of being a soldier, are now what is causing us this strife.
Chris has a plan on what he wants to go to school for and do with his life once the army is not his employer any longer. I am anxious for that to happen but also am concerned about the instability and the lack of medical insurance. I wish I knew what we were up against so that I was able to start planning and figuring things out. Meadow, especially, is in great need of this because she has her medication and such that she takes.
The future as it is is very uncertain and very stressful to think about. So today I will think about today.
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