As I sit here I wonder sometimes what is worth it. I teach students who have somehow gone through the school system learning how to completely disrespect adults and authority. I love these kids and yet they seem to think that they can get away with anything. I am not going to sit here and play nice when they think it's okay to not do work and not put forth any effort. It just gets to me and I wonder sometimes why I am here.
Other than that stressor, things are going well. It's been over six months since Chris has been gone and it's hard but we are surviving. He gets to come home on leave sometime soon and I can't wait. I miss him terribly. The girls need their daddy home too. We have options we are considering for the future and whether or not he is staying in. We have three years and a couple months before he is supposed to get out so we will figure it out from there. But for now I just really need him home to hold me at night.
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